Yeah, I know it's been quite a while and it has been a real joyride over the summer.
I have been quite busy these past few months and my page has been dusty...
Anyway, I have been enjoying what it's like to be alone. Not the emo-kind alone but more of the independent kind of alone. Meeting new people was a blast. A got to know more from them and I felt like I grew over that short period of time we were together.
Based from my experiences, I truly believe now that I have a future on this field I am taking.
Someone even offered me an opportunity to work with them.
Oh how time passes by..
Now I feel like I am ready to take the road again...after a few moments of rest...
And then I'll show them what I'm capable of..
And be the best there is..
I have been quite busy these past few months and my page has been dusty...
Anyway, I have been enjoying what it's like to be alone. Not the emo-kind alone but more of the independent kind of alone. Meeting new people was a blast. A got to know more from them and I felt like I grew over that short period of time we were together.
Based from my experiences, I truly believe now that I have a future on this field I am taking.
Someone even offered me an opportunity to work with them.
Oh how time passes by..
Now I feel like I am ready to take the road again...after a few moments of rest...
And then I'll show them what I'm capable of..
And be the best there is..
Last April 2 was our 1st month anniversary...
Time seems to go by so fast, it felt like it was just yesterday when we first met...
I'm really happy. Things are going along just fine. My grades are doing well, or so I hope and I was also able to join the organization I've wanted. I've made a lot of new friends lately, people I never would have imagined would cross my way. Life is turning to be so good.
I just hope it isn't the calm before the storm...
nah!
"Be mine forever..."
Time seems to go by so fast, it felt like it was just yesterday when we first met...
I'm really happy. Things are going along just fine. My grades are doing well, or so I hope and I was also able to join the organization I've wanted. I've made a lot of new friends lately, people I never would have imagined would cross my way. Life is turning to be so good.
I just hope it isn't the calm before the storm...
nah!
"Be mine forever..."
It's been a while since my last post and I've been busy...
A lot has happen for the first quarter of my year and it would probably take more than one post.
Here it goes:
NEW BEGINNING
It has been a months since I've change my environment. It was a challenge but I was glad I took it. I learned and I grew. I learned how people change when you turn your back. I learned how people take you for what you are and not for what you can offer. I learned that friendship really never fades away even if took a rough path unless you let it fades. I learned that it's alright to explore and not to limit yourself with your options in life. And I learned how to be me without the fear of rejection.
I grew,yes i did. Not in the way I expected, but I grew into someone close. It was hard and it took a lot of time but it was rather successful.
My exploration is not over. I have to venture even further to find my core.
The good thing though is I found someone new, someone who knocked me off my feet. Oh wait, I didn't find him, he found me...
And I'm happy,even if the situation isn't easy, it was worth it. He was worth all the risk and challenges...
I love him...
A lot has happen for the first quarter of my year and it would probably take more than one post.
Here it goes:
NEW BEGINNING
It has been a months since I've change my environment. It was a challenge but I was glad I took it. I learned and I grew. I learned how people change when you turn your back. I learned how people take you for what you are and not for what you can offer. I learned that friendship really never fades away even if took a rough path unless you let it fades. I learned that it's alright to explore and not to limit yourself with your options in life. And I learned how to be me without the fear of rejection.
I grew,yes i did. Not in the way I expected, but I grew into someone close. It was hard and it took a lot of time but it was rather successful.
My exploration is not over. I have to venture even further to find my core.
The good thing though is I found someone new, someone who knocked me off my feet. Oh wait, I didn't find him, he found me...
And I'm happy,even if the situation isn't easy, it was worth it. He was worth all the risk and challenges...
I love him...
MY PAGE IS ON HIATUS...
BE BACK SOON...
BE BACK SOON...
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
It has been quite an interesting year. A lot has happened that I didn't expect. Well, it isn't my best year but still isn't my worst.
Time for a quick recap...
The first quarter of the year took me by surprise. I won at a pageant as the 1st runner-up and a week later, bagged the position of the vice-governor of our institute. That was also the time that my romance was flourishing.
But,by some twist of karma, my second quarter was not so good. I left the position of vice-governor. I didn't like the politics of our school. It is as dirty as any kind of politics. It wasn't my field and I decided that it was better to resign than be impeached.
The third quarter was rather weird. We lose a friend, and gained a new one. It was the rebirth of our group and honestly, I was glad. That was also the start of our junior year. Another countdown to our graduation.
The last quarter was pretty boring--at least for me. I fell into depression once again. I guessed I couldn't help it. It has been happening annually for the last 7 or 8 years. The last quarter was the one I really dreaded--even with my birthday, and the holidays included.
Well,it wasn't a very fruitful year, I admit. I know I could do better. But, it has to start with me...
so for the incoming year....
let's all hope for the best.
Time for a quick recap...
The first quarter of the year took me by surprise. I won at a pageant as the 1st runner-up and a week later, bagged the position of the vice-governor of our institute. That was also the time that my romance was flourishing.
But,by some twist of karma, my second quarter was not so good. I left the position of vice-governor. I didn't like the politics of our school. It is as dirty as any kind of politics. It wasn't my field and I decided that it was better to resign than be impeached.
The third quarter was rather weird. We lose a friend, and gained a new one. It was the rebirth of our group and honestly, I was glad. That was also the start of our junior year. Another countdown to our graduation.
The last quarter was pretty boring--at least for me. I fell into depression once again. I guessed I couldn't help it. It has been happening annually for the last 7 or 8 years. The last quarter was the one I really dreaded--even with my birthday, and the holidays included.
Well,it wasn't a very fruitful year, I admit. I know I could do better. But, it has to start with me...
so for the incoming year....
let's all hope for the best.
I happened to meet some people these past few days. People that I'm not sure where to place in my life. I like them, but I can't tell for how long. They are pushing for more, but I don't think I'm ready.
I'm obsessive-compulsive with about everything. I need to have order with my life, or I may lose it. That's is probably the reason why it's so hard for me to commit.
Relationship never runs smooth.
I guess I'm still waiting for that special someone who would knock me off my feet. And when that day comes I won't worry about plans anymore.
Just go along with the flow and be spontaneous.
I'm obsessive-compulsive with about everything. I need to have order with my life, or I may lose it. That's is probably the reason why it's so hard for me to commit.
Relationship never runs smooth.
I guess I'm still waiting for that special someone who would knock me off my feet. And when that day comes I won't worry about plans anymore.
Just go along with the flow and be spontaneous.
My life is once again in a routine...
I have to get out and breath some fresh air.
I need to use my brains...
I'm stuck.
I have to get out and breath some fresh air.
I need to use my brains...
I'm stuck.
Have you experience being sad at the lost of someone without possibly knowing them...
I do...
Well, I know it's kinda weird coming from me since I'm not really much of a showbiz fan, but I really feel sad at the death of Marky Cielo.
During his starstruck days( the time I was also a TV addict), I was rooting for him to win, and he did. Out of all the member of his batch, he was the one who truly had some potentials. He was a good role model not involving himself into controversies.
Such a lost of talent...
such a lost of goodness...
at such a young age...
I know he could have done much better in life. But, he is in a good place now.
Stay at peace, Marky.

I do...
Well, I know it's kinda weird coming from me since I'm not really much of a showbiz fan, but I really feel sad at the death of Marky Cielo.
During his starstruck days( the time I was also a TV addict), I was rooting for him to win, and he did. Out of all the member of his batch, he was the one who truly had some potentials. He was a good role model not involving himself into controversies.
Such a lost of talent...
such a lost of goodness...
at such a young age...
I know he could have done much better in life. But, he is in a good place now.
Stay at peace, Marky.
Just some quotes from my favorite show......
Season One
Pilot
Andrew: "I'm saying, do you always have to serve cuisine? Can't we just have food?
Bree: "Are you doing drugs?"
Andrew: "What?"
Bree: "Change in behavior is one of the warning signs and you have been as fresh as paint over the last six months. That would explain why you're always locked in the bathroom."
Danielle: "Trust me, that is not what he is doing."
Andrew: "Shut up."
Carlos: "It's business. Tanaka expects everyone to bring their wives."
Gabrielle: "Every time I'm around that man, he tries to grab my ass."
Carlos: "I made over $200,000 with him last week. If he wants to grab your ass, you let him."
Carlos: "At the Donahue party, everyone was talking mutual funds and you found a way to mention you slept with half of the Yankee outfielders."
Gabrielle: "I'm telling you, it came up in the context of the conversation."
Rex (to Bree): "I hate the bizarre way your hair doesn't move."
Rex: "Since when do you make mistakes?"
Bree: "What's that supposed to mean?"
Rex: "It means that I'm sick of you being so damn perfect all the time. You're this plastic suburban housewife with her pearls and her spatula who says things like 'We owe the Hendersons a dinner.'"
Susan: "I just don't know how I'm going to survive this."
Mary Alice: "Listen to me. We all have moments of desperation. But if we face them head on, that's when we find out just how strong we really are."
Susan: "Oh, I wouldn't eat that if I were you."
Mike: "Why?"
Susan: "I made it, trust me. Hey, hey, do you have a death wish?"
Mike: "No, I just refuse to believe that anybody can screw up macaroni and cheese."
Mike takes a bites of the macaroni, as SUSAN gestures apologetically, smiling
Mike: "Oh my God. How did you...it tastes like it's burnt and undercooked."
Susan: "Yeah, I get that a lot. Here you go."
Danielle: "Why can't we ever have normal soup?"
Bree: "Danielle, there is nothing abnormal about basil puree."
Danielle: "Just once, couldn't we have a soup that people have heard of? Like, french onion or navy bean."
Bree: "First of all, your father can't eat onions. He's deathly allergic. And I won't even dignify your navy bean suggestion. (pause) So, how's the osso buco?"
Susan: "How would you feel if I used your child support payments for plastic surgery?"
Julie: "You look fine."
Susan: "If you could cut back to two meals a day I could get a chemical peel."
Julie: "Stop being so nervous, you're just asking him out to dinner. It's no big deal. "
Susan: "You're right. (stalling) So, is that your project for school? You know in 5th grade I made the white house out of sugar cubes."
Julie: "Stop stalling and go. Before Mike figures out he can do better."
Susan: (gapes at Julie) "Tell me again why I fought for custody of you?"
Julie: "You were using me to hurt dad."
Susan: "Oh, that's right."
Ah, But Underneath
Lady: "Listen, it seems to me like you have some anger management issues."
Lynette: "I have four kids under the age of six. I absolutely have anger management issues."
Susan: "Julie? Mike Delfino just invited us to dinner Friday night."
Julie: "He did? Cool."
Susan: "But only I'm going. Because you're gonna come down with something semi-serious that requires bed-rest and fluids."
Gabrielle: "So now you're taking Julie on your dinner date with Mike?"
Susan: "Yeah, well, if Edie's gonna be there, I'm gonna need emotional support."
Julie: "Dear Diary, Mike doesn't even know I'm alive."
Susan: "Shut up."
Julie: "If you wanna date him, you're gonna have to ask him out."
Susan: "I keep hoping he'll ask me out."
Julie: "How's that going?"
Susan: "Shouldn't you be making brownies for your nerdy friends?"
Gabrielle: "I can't believe she wormed her way in. How did you let her do that?"
Susan: "I don't know, I was gonna take her out at the knees, but it all happened so fast."
Gabrielle: "Well, you know what you need to do. You need to get there early, spend a little time with Mike before little barracuda gets there."
Susan: "That's a good idea. Edie will get there at 5:45, which means her breasts will arrive at 5:30, so I should shoot for five."
Bree: "It's the age old question. How much do really want to know about our neighbors?"
Gabrielle: "Do you know how bored I was today? I came this close to actually cleaning the house."
Edie: "Oh God, look at all these things, all these beautiful things that my ex-husbands worked so hard for, burnt to a crisp."
Pretty Little Picture
Rex: "So these tennis lessons we're taking. How are we doing?"
Bree: "My back hand is improving immensely, but you're still having problems with your serve."
Rex: "Of course."
Paul: "Can I be frank?"
Susan: "Of course."
Paul: "I don't care what her reasons were. Maybe she was depressed. Maybe she was bored. It doesn't matter. She abandoned her husband and her son. And I'll never forgive her."
Gabrielle: "How was school?"
John: "I got an A minus in biology."
Gabrielle: "Show me what you you learned."
Susan: "Lynette?"
Lynette: "I'm in."
Bree: "I'll make braised lamb shanks."
Lynette: "I'm still in."
Zach: "You didn't put in an obituary?"
Paul: "I've been busy."
Zach: "Maybe when you die, I won't put in an obituary."
Susan: "How could we have all forgotten about this?"
Lynette: "We didn't exactly forget, it's just usually when the hostess dies that party is off."
Bree: "Lynette!"
Lynette: "I'm not being flip, I'm just pointing out a reality."
Carl: "The heart wants what it wants."
Susan: "Well, my heart wants to hurt you, but I can control myself!"
Gabrielle: (to Ashley, about kissing) "And some people kiss their friends, it's like a high-five on the lips!"
Bree: "Rex cries after he ejaculates."
Season One
Pilot
Andrew: "I'm saying, do you always have to serve cuisine? Can't we just have food?
Bree: "Are you doing drugs?"
Andrew: "What?"
Bree: "Change in behavior is one of the warning signs and you have been as fresh as paint over the last six months. That would explain why you're always locked in the bathroom."
Danielle: "Trust me, that is not what he is doing."
Andrew: "Shut up."
Carlos: "It's business. Tanaka expects everyone to bring their wives."
Gabrielle: "Every time I'm around that man, he tries to grab my ass."
Carlos: "I made over $200,000 with him last week. If he wants to grab your ass, you let him."
Carlos: "At the Donahue party, everyone was talking mutual funds and you found a way to mention you slept with half of the Yankee outfielders."
Gabrielle: "I'm telling you, it came up in the context of the conversation."
Rex (to Bree): "I hate the bizarre way your hair doesn't move."
Rex: "Since when do you make mistakes?"
Bree: "What's that supposed to mean?"
Rex: "It means that I'm sick of you being so damn perfect all the time. You're this plastic suburban housewife with her pearls and her spatula who says things like 'We owe the Hendersons a dinner.'"
Susan: "I just don't know how I'm going to survive this."
Mary Alice: "Listen to me. We all have moments of desperation. But if we face them head on, that's when we find out just how strong we really are."
Susan: "Oh, I wouldn't eat that if I were you."
Mike: "Why?"
Susan: "I made it, trust me. Hey, hey, do you have a death wish?"
Mike: "No, I just refuse to believe that anybody can screw up macaroni and cheese."
Mike takes a bites of the macaroni, as SUSAN gestures apologetically, smiling
Mike: "Oh my God. How did you...it tastes like it's burnt and undercooked."
Susan: "Yeah, I get that a lot. Here you go."
Danielle: "Why can't we ever have normal soup?"
Bree: "Danielle, there is nothing abnormal about basil puree."
Danielle: "Just once, couldn't we have a soup that people have heard of? Like, french onion or navy bean."
Bree: "First of all, your father can't eat onions. He's deathly allergic. And I won't even dignify your navy bean suggestion. (pause) So, how's the osso buco?"
Susan: "How would you feel if I used your child support payments for plastic surgery?"
Julie: "You look fine."
Susan: "If you could cut back to two meals a day I could get a chemical peel."
Julie: "Stop being so nervous, you're just asking him out to dinner. It's no big deal. "
Susan: "You're right. (stalling) So, is that your project for school? You know in 5th grade I made the white house out of sugar cubes."
Julie: "Stop stalling and go. Before Mike figures out he can do better."
Susan: (gapes at Julie) "Tell me again why I fought for custody of you?"
Julie: "You were using me to hurt dad."
Susan: "Oh, that's right."
Ah, But Underneath
Lady: "Listen, it seems to me like you have some anger management issues."
Lynette: "I have four kids under the age of six. I absolutely have anger management issues."
Susan: "Julie? Mike Delfino just invited us to dinner Friday night."
Julie: "He did? Cool."
Susan: "But only I'm going. Because you're gonna come down with something semi-serious that requires bed-rest and fluids."
Gabrielle: "So now you're taking Julie on your dinner date with Mike?"
Susan: "Yeah, well, if Edie's gonna be there, I'm gonna need emotional support."
Julie: "Dear Diary, Mike doesn't even know I'm alive."
Susan: "Shut up."
Julie: "If you wanna date him, you're gonna have to ask him out."
Susan: "I keep hoping he'll ask me out."
Julie: "How's that going?"
Susan: "Shouldn't you be making brownies for your nerdy friends?"
Gabrielle: "I can't believe she wormed her way in. How did you let her do that?"
Susan: "I don't know, I was gonna take her out at the knees, but it all happened so fast."
Gabrielle: "Well, you know what you need to do. You need to get there early, spend a little time with Mike before little barracuda gets there."
Susan: "That's a good idea. Edie will get there at 5:45, which means her breasts will arrive at 5:30, so I should shoot for five."
Bree: "It's the age old question. How much do really want to know about our neighbors?"
Gabrielle: "Do you know how bored I was today? I came this close to actually cleaning the house."
Edie: "Oh God, look at all these things, all these beautiful things that my ex-husbands worked so hard for, burnt to a crisp."
Pretty Little Picture
Rex: "So these tennis lessons we're taking. How are we doing?"
Bree: "My back hand is improving immensely, but you're still having problems with your serve."
Rex: "Of course."
Paul: "Can I be frank?"
Susan: "Of course."
Paul: "I don't care what her reasons were. Maybe she was depressed. Maybe she was bored. It doesn't matter. She abandoned her husband and her son. And I'll never forgive her."
Gabrielle: "How was school?"
John: "I got an A minus in biology."
Gabrielle: "Show me what you you learned."
Susan: "Lynette?"
Lynette: "I'm in."
Bree: "I'll make braised lamb shanks."
Lynette: "I'm still in."
Zach: "You didn't put in an obituary?"
Paul: "I've been busy."
Zach: "Maybe when you die, I won't put in an obituary."
Susan: "How could we have all forgotten about this?"
Lynette: "We didn't exactly forget, it's just usually when the hostess dies that party is off."
Bree: "Lynette!"
Lynette: "I'm not being flip, I'm just pointing out a reality."
Carl: "The heart wants what it wants."
Susan: "Well, my heart wants to hurt you, but I can control myself!"
Gabrielle: (to Ashley, about kissing) "And some people kiss their friends, it's like a high-five on the lips!"
Bree: "Rex cries after he ejaculates."
Another boring day....
More updates next time..
More updates next time..
Sex and the city, Charmed, six feet under, local show like Encantadia.

My friend is the best!
I heard her sing once again yesterday. She was definitely the best among them.
I wasn't able to watch her performances during her time on the competition, but I really believe she was robbed.
She deserved the title, no doubt..
Oh! I almost forgot about this.
It's about time to show this film, you know.
I've been waiting for this for ages!!!
Yes, it's the first day of December.
Time goes by so fast. It feels juts like yesterday when school started. This just reminds me of a song...
"Yesterday, all my troubles seems so far away..."
Nothing much to report for this day. Another boring day...
*yawn*
Time goes by so fast. It feels juts like yesterday when school started. This just reminds me of a song...
"Yesterday, all my troubles seems so far away..."
Nothing much to report for this day. Another boring day...
*yawn*
- Mood:
bored - Music:Yesterday(beattles)

I wasn't expecting a story like this from Bob Ong still it touches my soul in way I couldn't even understand.
Such a sad sad fortune for such very young guys...
Message: DON'T DO DRUGS!
